Hope & Happiness!!!

21st feb2012..
Mangalore...
Hi is this Keerthi, can you tell me your house location,?flowers for you maam! A phone call i got, few days ago made me wonder!,...its not my birthday nor anniversary, nor any important day of any kind, so what are these flowers for, and whos the sender...?did I win something? did I achieve something?hm..I get it may be from my kids? its a "thank you" gesture? bingo..it hit me ...I know what this flowers are..some one wants to say sorry to me! After all, flowers can be sent to any one any time. What one cant do personally, flowers say it all..! wonderful..as I received the beautiful flowers I almost knew who it is from and the hope made me smile! ha...well, dont we all live with this hope in life? hope for change, hope for the better,hope for the best!..Hope leads us to the path of happiness! The flowers were sent by a dear cousin for speedy recovery!I was happy to see them though hoped for something else,from someone else! By now every one in the family as well as friends know about me being unwell, for long time. AS i wait in hospitals, labs, and health centers for different tests, almost every other day, I hope! I hope for the results to come negative.., I hope for the doctors to be positive! Since I have accepted the fact that alls not well, and I stopped asking the big bad question "WHY ME", but i sit with hope and smile! I got a call from an old friend, who is not in touch with me for some time, just to enquire if alls well with me! It seems death of another friend made her realise I too am not in circulation for some time, and so "hope alls well with you" call she made! So sweet of her! More tests, some normacy..some more dos and dont, some liberty..! I embrace everything happily. life is short and we all need to be hopeful and happy. What say? My dearest friend was grieving the death of her old sister who was very dear to me as well...! I took part in her mourning as much as I could , but with a difference! I went with Pizza and KFC food one time to cheer them up, and drove all of them to the mall another time! It did made a difference to them, and tthat made me happy! Movie tickets, chocolate boxes, books, flowers, home made food, all these gestures are to give hope, to elevate the mood, to make the deserving one happy, even if that happiness is temporary! I say to myself, happiness is from with in, and no one can make me happy, but me! But hope comes from people around us. Their actions, gestures, words, and sentiments! This is the month of hope and happiness...hope for the best, happy for now! One smily for hope many smilies for happiness!