Mangalore28th Feb2014
Shortest month of the year, and the last day of the month! Feb month is fab month for most! The much hyped up month, to say that love is in the air! Yes, it is the Month of love,officially declared by one and all, all over the world, I guess! If I think about it, from my childhood, Feb month for me was a month full of preparations... for exams in school, for science practicals and submissions in college, stress to apply to new institutions etc etc..! Love was never there nor thought of those days. Soon marriage happened, and then Feb was the most dreaded month in the years for me, as it always was the beginning of the hot Mangalore summers...! The nicest thing in the month of Feb could probably be the birth of my first born to me, if nothing else. Years and years later now when I see, the whole month of Feb, from TVs to text messages..its about love..! Offers, to travel, party,shop and show, what else but your love for your loved one. From Diamonds to destinations.., cards to cars ..Love surely is in the air. AS some one, once told me The heart shaped balloons, sold in the markets on the 14th of Feb is the most funniest and crazy sight, and makes one laugh! I agree!! The love duets and theme party's, n of course red roses... all expressions of love.., work I guess! Every one proves..what else but their love. Will you be my Valentine? Hmm.. every one seem to say that or want to hear that! 14th Feb is the valentines day, so from schools to colleges, marriage halls to hospitals, every where this one day, love seem to flow. Either the lovers want to unite in marriages, or declare their love as shown in TV shows n commercials. Love surely is flowing, and floating! I would have lost in it too, but in my dream world!! being said that how can I not remember the few people who showed me what love is and what love can be! Love of any kind, is worth mentioning, from my memorabella! An elderly neighbor was very very fond of me. He was shy and otherwise an introvert but only with me the little girl around, with whom he would talk and come home only if I invite. He along with his wife have taken me to some lovely outings, as if I was their own kid. He had his own bunch of grown up kids! Then there was my Telugu teacher who was so fond of me that her love use to suffocate me. I was the apple of her eye, and she would show me off not only in front of the class, but in front of her family as well. I some how could not understand this love at that young age, but now I feel it was all in good and genuine way! There were girls from my sisters class who always use to pull my cheeks and give me all their affection, attention, and even that was awkward for me. The teenage time was full of road side romeos, whistles and Bicycled boys behind when I was walking to school or college. So to say growing up as a girl was fun since there was no harm involved. It scares me when I see and hear the present day scenario. . I thank a very few special people who filled my life with unconditional love.Who actually made me experience love is love, and not lust! A walk or a joke, a shoulder to cry or a thumbs up when happy! Just some one is there to share and hear, is that not a lovely feeling? I definitely got to experience the purest love and I truly am grateful and blessed for that! I am waiting for my next life to chase , experience, share and give back all the love, to the same people! Lol. For this life I excuse you God and wont complain for what I have or for what I have not got!!...ha..! But come to my present, now, in reality..Feb is just another month, but of course the shortest...huh why those 3 days are not there? or at-least just another 2 ? By cutting short the time seems to run faster...n deadlines closer! February..too short a month!!
Shortest month of the year, and the last day of the month! Feb month is fab month for most! The much hyped up month, to say that love is in the air! Yes, it is the Month of love,officially declared by one and all, all over the world, I guess! If I think about it, from my childhood, Feb month for me was a month full of preparations... for exams in school, for science practicals and submissions in college, stress to apply to new institutions etc etc..! Love was never there nor thought of those days. Soon marriage happened, and then Feb was the most dreaded month in the years for me, as it always was the beginning of the hot Mangalore summers...! The nicest thing in the month of Feb could probably be the birth of my first born to me, if nothing else. Years and years later now when I see, the whole month of Feb, from TVs to text messages..its about love..! Offers, to travel, party,shop and show, what else but your love for your loved one. From Diamonds to destinations.., cards to cars ..Love surely is in the air. AS some one, once told me The heart shaped balloons, sold in the markets on the 14th of Feb is the most funniest and crazy sight, and makes one laugh! I agree!! The love duets and theme party's, n of course red roses... all expressions of love.., work I guess! Every one proves..what else but their love. Will you be my Valentine? Hmm.. every one seem to say that or want to hear that! 14th Feb is the valentines day, so from schools to colleges, marriage halls to hospitals, every where this one day, love seem to flow. Either the lovers want to unite in marriages, or declare their love as shown in TV shows n commercials. Love surely is flowing, and floating! I would have lost in it too, but in my dream world!! being said that how can I not remember the few people who showed me what love is and what love can be! Love of any kind, is worth mentioning, from my memorabella! An elderly neighbor was very very fond of me. He was shy and otherwise an introvert but only with me the little girl around, with whom he would talk and come home only if I invite. He along with his wife have taken me to some lovely outings, as if I was their own kid. He had his own bunch of grown up kids! Then there was my Telugu teacher who was so fond of me that her love use to suffocate me. I was the apple of her eye, and she would show me off not only in front of the class, but in front of her family as well. I some how could not understand this love at that young age, but now I feel it was all in good and genuine way! There were girls from my sisters class who always use to pull my cheeks and give me all their affection, attention, and even that was awkward for me. The teenage time was full of road side romeos, whistles and Bicycled boys behind when I was walking to school or college. So to say growing up as a girl was fun since there was no harm involved. It scares me when I see and hear the present day scenario. . I thank a very few special people who filled my life with unconditional love.Who actually made me experience love is love, and not lust! A walk or a joke, a shoulder to cry or a thumbs up when happy! Just some one is there to share and hear, is that not a lovely feeling? I definitely got to experience the purest love and I truly am grateful and blessed for that! I am waiting for my next life to chase , experience, share and give back all the love, to the same people! Lol. For this life I excuse you God and wont complain for what I have or for what I have not got!!...ha..! But come to my present, now, in reality..Feb is just another month, but of course the shortest...huh why those 3 days are not there? or at-least just another 2 ? By cutting short the time seems to run faster...n deadlines closer! February..too short a month!!
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